So, my most recant post in years, and it turns out to be a journal entry, but as the title says, this is an extremely important entry for not just people who watch me, but also for anyone new. Hopefully after reading this it could shed some light on a few things so more sense can be made about my absence.
Now, I will be the first one to admit, the drawings I have on here are awful. My Gallery consists of drawings that I made on MS paint, and bases. The ladder is what I am most disappointed at myself for. Bases are not good for learning to draw, in fact they have proven to be a sign of laziness. As for my other drawings, there is not much to say, except their terrible. But I did not write this journal to bash myself. I am writing this to explain something I want to make very clear.
Since I joined DA, I stop hand-drawing and instead used MS paint. Yes, I know that was a ridiculous idea, but let's just say, at the time I did not have the best sense of judgement. It also was not the best decision, because apparently, this halted any further improvement I was making while hand-drawing on paper. When this came to my attention, I panicked and stopped posting, realizing the damage I have done. After I decided to stop, I began working on my drawing skills through my traditional hand-drawing. At first, the damage was clear. I couldn't even draw hair. I dropped everything for the sake of my improvement. So, what is the result after all these years? I am happy to say I have improved greatly, both on my drawing and on my thinking. But I don't want you to just take that from me, and my old crappy drawings are not what I want to be known for, especially with these deviant art critics flowing around. I explained all this so that both my watchers and critics like Solar Sands and The Fandom Menace (Two people that I highly respect.) don't get the wrong idea about me and what I am trying to accomplish. I want people on here to see the best of what I can do. In other words I am open to the possibility to start posting again. I have recently found a paint program that allows me to show these hand-drawn pictures in color to their full potential.
But, keep in mind, it has been a long time and I will be hesitant to post again, and my art style will immensely differ from what I originally did.
Another important thing I should mention is that with time, I have moved on to greater and bigger fandoms than just sticking to just creepypasta. So, I am sorry to say that you won't be seeing any creepypasta drawings any time soon. You may find me posting things that belong to more then just one fandom. I'm sorry if it turns out to be not what you came for, but it's my account and I could post whatever I want.
You could consider this the new me, and I want people to do so.
And as for anyone who defends my old art, saying that it is 'Good' or 'Perfect the way it is,' I'll be more than happy to recommend myself to Solar Sands to look at the art I currently have on. Why would I do that to myself? Because maybe it will make me realize how much I have changed since I have left. To point out the "cringyness" of my old paintings might help me feel so much better about my improvement. And while I do believe that art styles can vary in so many interesting ways, there is a limit to what you can do on here, because of this I have decided to take down all the artwork that I made that uses a base.
And that is all there is really. I could be possibly returning, but do not expect anytime soon. Again, I'm still very hesitant.